I'm really sorry for being gone so long. The tour was relentless and it was so fucking hot- not even funny. I was feeling nautious the entire time and I couldn't do anything about it. When I get home, I'll submit some stuff I worked on while Reita was driving.

So, I'll explain myself- too. My absence has obviously stirred up some weird thoughts and other troubles. I am in no way this Jae character- I've heard a rumor or two on Realchat since I stopped by- though I'm rarely on there.

' Twelfth ' has been my username on realchat, so if you see that- then that's me.

Aside from that, I really have nothing to say. The heat back here in japan is horrible. We had a heatwave here in Sakura and it's starting to kill the plants around here. Soon I hope we'll get some rain to take care of that.

One thing I'd like to say before I take my leave. I'm sorry for being dead for so long. I should have said something before I left- but I didn't. I was so caught up in stuff for the tour that I didn't leave a notice.

So I hope this makes up for it. Usually I say something, leave a note or something in that form. this time was an exception. I was in a rush to leave for the airport and didn't have time to turn my laptop on. And since airplanes/airlines don't allow electrical/battery operated devices to be used, I had to turn it off and stuff it in the handbag I was carrying.

I WAS going to leave a note once I got off the plane in London, but I never did. Apparently the guys kept me occupied and I never had a minute to myself- so this is my explanation for that.